This blog have been left not updated since like 2months ago! Woaah! Perhaps it's due to the busy life that we are having now. That's include me.
I used to update this blog no matter how busy I am but not this time round. I am seriously busy with school especially after my SIP. The very last semester of my school is packed with projects and tests. Every single week, without fail. So tell me, how am I supposed to update this blog of mine? :D
So here I am now, writing the very first entry for the year 2009. And because that I am a bit free since all projects and tests are over! Yay! *wide smile* Ok, I'm left with just 2 more days of school and I'm done! Of course, I still have to sit for 2 major exams on the 20th and 23rd Feb which is in 2 weeks time. Actually, the more exact date of my last day of school should be 23rd. Hurhurhur. 3 years in Temasek Polytechnic! That's an achievement for me! Another yay! From not wanting to continue my education due to some issues, I managed to pull through everything with the help of all my friends. Thanks people. If it's not because all of you, I would not be able to get a feel of the diploma cert. I owe all of you one. (: *hugs*
What's worrying me now is to find jobs jobs jobs. I graduate at the wrong time where all companies are cutting down the number of employees. So, how am I suppose to find a job during the recession period? Aiyah. Well, just hope for the best. Hopefully, there would be some kind companies who would be able to take me in. Hahahaha. Ok, that's crap. Or maybe I should continue my studies. Yes? No? Nah, my GPA doesn't allow me to further my studies. And the school fees is waaay too too expensive for me. *faints* Perhaps, a part-time degree would be better. Only if I am financially stable. Insya-allah. (:
I guess all of you know that I have call it an off with Jas. I decide not to continue my 4 1/2 years of relationship with him due to some issues. We should change our attitude for good. For the future and for our next relationship. It happened too fast, I felt. Maybe it happened for a reason. Who knows. Ada hikmah disebaliknya. I can't deny that I still love him and since the past few days, I've been thinking about him. Till now, I don't know whether I've made the right decision. And till now, I don't know whether it's his or mine or both of us to be blame. Whatever it is, that's my final decision. I shall be firm from now onwards.
I will not turn back and be together with him cause I believe that patching up with ex, the feeling would not be the same. Things would be way different. I am hoping that he would wash away his "bad" attitude and as for me, it's time for me to start thinking of getting committed to that someone who will be with me for the rest of my life. I shall stop with that "bad" attitude of mine too. Insya-allah. But, if one fine day, I happen to be back with Jas, means that we are meant to be together. Dah memang jodoh. (:
Enough said.
Anyway, someone's turning 23 in like 6 days time. Haha. I am starting to plan for the birthday celebration actually. So girls, please make yourself free between 25th - 27th Feb cause thats some of the days that the birthday girl would be available. Other than that, I doubt so she would be free. Make sure all of you are free! Not forgetting, we need to have some discussion for idah's wedding. So, I think that would be the right time. Ok girls? :D
Well, that's all for now.
Be back when I'm practically done with my school.
Take care my friends.
Miss you babes!
Toodles!
(: