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Wednesday, December 12, 2007, 7:46 AM
Something that I would like to share with you people out there.
Ma LOVE life.
I've started to get myself attached as young as 13years old. In total, I should have about 10-12ex. I know, that's a lot. I admit I used to be a PLAYGIRL. I felt like as if I'm changing clothes. The moment I'm bored with ma old clothes, I change it to a brand new one. That's how I should desrcibe ma love life during ma secondary days. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh to myself thinking about all of them. All of it last only for a month or so until when I'm 16 onwards when I started to have a longer relationship.
Ma very first ex was ma very first love in secondary school. Love at first sight. HAha. The moment I saw him, I started to like him which turns to LOVE as time goes by. I didn't get to be with him for long. Approximately about 1 - 2months. And I didn't expect that being with him made our friendship turns sour. I did something bad and that explains why he didn't wana forgive me. Eversince then, we didn't talk to each other till I'm out from the school. I tried so many ways to be in a good terms with him, but nothing worked . Well, things changed after that. We became friends eventually. I think it's because we are still young, that's why we have that kind of thoughts and feelings. Geng..tak geng. (:
Ma "abang angkat" was ma 2nd ex. Not ma type of guy, I should say. The real fact was, I don't really "love" him. However, I don't know what's the reason for me to be with him. I guess same goes to her. So maybe the reason why he was with me was for FUN only cause ma friend told me that when I was with him, he was with another girl too. Haha. Like people always said, "Lama-lama terangkat!" Now, he's nowhere to be found. MISSING! [I've met his sec sch best friend(read this: last 2 years) and heard that he was just released from prison.]
I have 4 more exs when I was in Sec 2. These 2 guys are classmates, mind you. After I broke off with Guy A, I became closer with Guy B. Guy A. I broke off with him cause of some unreasonable reasons. Firstly, he said that I'm staying quite far from him(Read this: He's staying Jurong for goodness sake!) and 2nd reason, I should not mentioned it here. But the excuse that he gave me was such a stupid one. Duhh. Guy B. At first, it turn out well. Everything was fine, until 1 fine day. He kept on saying to me that he's busy with work. I was ok with it, but, as time goes by, we started to be far apart from each other. We called it off as silence break. Wasted. What to do. Bukan jodoh. Well, we still contact with each other till today. Now, he's busy serving his NS. (:
This guy, if I'm not mistaken, I get to know him from MIRC. He didn't sound me to be his girl but we just go with the flow. HAha. Gangster sia ni budak! HAhaha. Takut aku! He has a twin brother! But didn't look exactly look like him. Hhaha. I can know the difference by their attitude. Ma ex was extra friendly to everyone and likes to smile a lot whereas his brother is so opposite of him. It's so easy to differentiate them if you know them pretty well. As usual, bukan nasib kita to be together kan. Chis. Oh, and i just saw him 3 weeks ago! HAhaHAHahA.
I also get to know this guy from MIRC. I'm 14 and he's 19 back then. I'm still young and maybe I didn't know what's the meaning of LOVE when I was at that age. So, I was the one who ask for a break up.
When I was in Sec 3, I get to know this guy inside the MRT. He's studying at ITE Machperson. I went into a relationship with him but it was so difficult for me to love him. So as not to break his heart anymore, again, I was the one who officially end the relationship. In a good way.
A few months later, I get to know another guy from MIRC. Well, what I can say, last time I'm so into MIRC. HAhahAHa. He's now one of the celebrity at SURIA. I felt that he's the most handsome guy that I've ever been with last time. Another stupid reason for breaking up with me. Shouldn't elaborate on it cause it's kinda of personal.
Single for a few months until I get to know another guy at MIRC. I was in Sec 4 by then. I've been through a lot of shits with this guy. He has been giving me problems almost all the times. Despite that, he's the first guy that have the longest relationship with me. Even though he treat me like a piece of shit, I was really patience in tolerating all that. The worst incident that happen was during valentine's day. I had to wait for him for almost 2hours at Bugis MRT. Oh god. Only God knows how I felt that point of time. It didn't turn out well too. Recently, we chatted at MSN and he leak out a "BIG" secret to me. Something that I didn't expect out from him. Nevertheless, what's past is past. I'm glad that he turn over a new leaf after his mum passed away. He ever told me once that his mum wanted so much to see me, but we are no more together.. I only get to see his mum when she's in ICU. While I'm still with ma current bf, I get to know another guy from ITE Balestier. He's 20 back then. He gave something to me that till now, I keep it. A necklace. Its been so long that I last used the necklace. I was so paranoid with the current bf and being the most "daring gal", I decide to take the risk to two-time him. What's the point being with the current one when he's not treating me well? I get confused and stressed up as days goes by. I've made the decision to choose one of them so I actually broke up with the current one and continued with ma timer. It didn't last long. I told the truth to ma current one what was happening (Read this: Recently, he told me he have the feeling that I was two-timing when I was with him. Haha). He seem not to be angry or whatsoever. I also did have a hard time to love ma timer since I still love the current one. Eventually, I ask for a break up. Being the gatal Liana, I went back with ma first one. However, it's hopeless. Didn't turn out well, so it was a good bye too.
From then, I've promised myself, no more of two-timing! It's not easy to layan 2 guy's karena ok? Satu tak terlayan, nak layan lagi satu! HAhaha.
I've started to understand what is love and maintaining a good relationship when I was 17. Or isit because someone have taught me all this just because he's 22? HAha. Oh well, nvm about that. I get to know ma ex from a friend of mine. Source: MIRC. As usual. Haha. I was with him for about 1year+ but there's so many issue that lead to major conflicts. Too many fights during the verge of breaking up. The reason why we broke off was due to a "3rd party". I can't totally put the blame on him. Partly ma fault too. I didn't give the attention that he wanted so that explains why he turn to ma friend instead.
For now, I'm happily attached to ma guy for almost 3yrs 6months. I can't deny that in a relationship, there's no misunderstanding and conflicts. With conflicts around, it makes ma relationship turn out to be a better one and ma love towards him become stronger. Insya-allah, if he's meant to be mine, we are gona get engaged in 6years plus from today onwards. (:
I take ma past as something to learnt.
Let all of that be the sweetest memories that I have during ma teenage life.
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