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Wednesday, June 27, 2007, 5:00 AM

tHis WhoLe enTry, wiLL be dedicaTed to SomeOne I namEd "Mr MiSSing". yea.. as eu noe y i naMed him tHat.. definately cos he's miSSing W/O NotiCe!!

weLL as eu noe that people come and gO in our liFe.. But y muSt this happen wen We oready regard tHem as sumone Special and oready save a lil bit of space for hiM in Our heArt??

soMetiMes i Wonder, have he ever bothered to realize how much he mean to me as a fren? I care so much for him inside and misses him so Much..

My mind is alwaYs curious about the way things might have been.. As day goes by and time goes by, I look back once again.. are we mEant to be toGether??

tHe time I held you in my arms, I had the whole world right there. There you were, comforting me with all of your charms..

It's funny, all those little things I never thought I'd miss, like all those conversations we had, simple lil things dat we do can ezly put a smile on each other faces, and the way u react or response to me, its jus that somehow u touced my heart..

i guess that what I'm trying to say, is I miss and love you more each day!! It hurts me not to see you, or not to know if you're ok.. i want you to understand that I like you from the start. And I want you to know, no matter how many miles we may be apart, you'll always hold a special place in my heart..

once he ever said to me, he try his very best to be there for me whenever i need him.. he said, that, he's not jus a fren to me.. but a " special fren " indeed.. frankly i don fall for ppl that easy i might say.. its jus that the feeling of like-ness and the comfort that i feel wen im with him that make me feels that we are comfortable with each other but not COMPATIBLE..

tHe perfect ending to the worst of days.. I'm completely worried.. I don't want this to fall through I don't want to hear you say goodbye.. because for the first time in so long I'm feeling completely alive.. for once this doesn't feel wrong and for once I'm letting someone else other than "hiM" inside my heaRt..

Day by day, he became so different.. its not the usual hiM.. no more latenight calls, no more msgs.. i keep on looking at my phone hoping there's a msg or call from him.. but end up.. heartbroken..

i jus dono y he reacted this way.. i asked myself if my words or action cud have hurt him in anw wen we were together.. but he said nothing.. his reason was, he wanted to give me some space to relax my mind and do wat i think is right for myself..

as u noe, in my previous entry, i did mentioned dat i had a fight with my bf.. so this is wat happened after that.. i can feel that tho it seems so near, actually we are far2 away from each other..

in the end.. i jus back off myself.. i dowan to remain in this dream-land anymore.. i want to live in reality.. no more dreamings!! since then, i really dun trust man anymore... yea.. once again.. i noe ppl come-n-go in our life! but y must it be the one that we wish he gona stayed for long??!

this is part-n-parcel of life... we cant change the fact.. so after wat i experienced.. i decided to move on with my life as usual.. be my usual self.. As time goes by.. slowly i manage to forget him as my so called " s.p.e.c.i.a.l-f.r.e.n ".. no used keeping him in my mind or heart anymore.. leaving w/o saying anything.. jus disappear..

i shut-off my feelings for him once & for all cos i dun think its worth having a fren like dat.. agrEE? and after a wHile, i got to noe he oready got himself a gf.. may be much2 more OK than me.. i dun mind that, infact im much more happier that he oready found e love of his life.. i jus hope that he's happy with his new-found-fren..

As for me, thank god.. im living a happy life with my milkshake now.. i dun think of anything right now.. i jus hope that everything will go smoothly according to our plan..