sorry for being MIA.. whenver i wanted to post, at the end of the day it will end up in the draft section.. cos i will definately forget about it.. and switch off my comp after that.. ahakz..

i have a lot of stories to share, bt eu will get bored by reading it cos its a lame-ss story.. so forget it!anw, i had a great fun last Friday, get to meet my missvoguess.. but unfortunately, 1 must be missing.. but its okie.. we can catch up some other tyme ayte..

so now, i will only share with eu abt me n him.. the rest i will post it next entry wen i got the tyme ayte..

the story begins... i had a fight with him, actually we do fight EVERY SINGLE DAY and he decided to go on seperate ways.. im tired of all these and wanted to go with the flow.. but it doesnt end there!! bad come to worst.. its like i am having a terrible nightmare whereby my family is involve and i really hate that!! after 20 years living with my parents, thats the first tyme my dad ring me up when i was on my way to meet mz liana for shop in Town..

he said that he wanted to "see me" wen im done later at abt 10.30 pm.. I was so damn shock to hear that, but i still remain calm and jus wait fot the tyme to come.. wen its abt tyme, i feel kinda nervous, its like having the scariest date with ur own dad?! wow!!

we had a chit chat, n let things out.. say wat we wana say..listen to each other.. and tears started to form in our eyes... haiz.. we talk abt many things.. to cut it short.. he n mum jus dowan to see us ( me n susu) break apart.. dats all.. he has his own reason as to y he want us to be together again, n i myself knew bout that too.. i tell my parents that i dowan to continue this r/s anymore..

but my love for him is still strong.. tho he did so much bad things wen we were together..

i dun follow wat my heart says this tyme, i jus do wat i think is right for me.. and i decided to give him another chance ( i gave him countless chance oready) to prove it me that he's worth for me and its worth having him back in my life.. i dun really trust him.. actually i dun trust him at all if i recall back wat he did to me all this while.. but.. i tell myself that i shudnt think tat way n i shud push aside that feeling and move on...

so bla bla bla... after many2 days... many2 weeks... many2 month... i try my very best to forget about everything and go on with my life.. start afresh.. lead a happy life with him.. so we decided to have a string attached btw us.. we plan to get engage soon later.. frankly, i cant move on with my life or even with him if i keep on thinking about the past.. abt wat happened to me, wat i had gone thru..

..... btw thats not important anymore, wat is much more important now is, i really hope that we can overcome this together.. our 2nd part of big day is juz a few days to go.. hope it will bring a new chapter of happiness to the both of us.....

ps: pray for our happiness..