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Tuesday, June 26, 2007, 2:12 PM
I don't really know how to start ma entry.
I did mentioned in ma past entry about this particular "person".
This is a continuation about him.
A question came across ma mind yesterday night. So-called random or should I say just a lame/ tak-tau-malu question. I practically ask him cause I wana know what's his reaction and response would be. I was actually shocked to read his sms as I didn't expect him to reply me those answers. Only GOD knows how I felt after reading it. Ma heart broke into small pieces. I just brokedown. Honestly, I couldn't take it anymore and all of a sudden, ma eyes become watery. I just let out everything by crying.
Nasib katil tak basah kuyup. Hehe.
Somehow, it made me realised that he couldn't accept me for who I am. Not totally, but a lil bit. The very last sms, he said that he honestly prefer girls who are under their parents control. Actually, I don't know what's his motive of telling me all that. All the answers that he gave me doesn't relate with the question that I asked. But, I think it's good that I ask cause I can get the truth out of him.
Whatever he said to me, I will never forget.
It will remain with me forever.
There's something special about you that I'm really attracted to.
But till today, I still can't figure out what's that 'something special'.
I don't know how long I should be like this.
Am I doing the correct thing?
Should I just end it?
Or should I just continue with whatever I'm doing now?
I'm confused.
:(
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